Wednesday, April 19, 2006

How Long To Recover From Kidney Infection

pekita @ 2006-04-19T14: 00:00

Well ... today I discussed with a girl from an upper for me out of proportion ... I Dru passive, exploited and I think that without some compelling reason, but do not lie, helped me to relax ... my dear [info] evalotika say I'm a passive killer (!)



I had thought my future, but I killed the idea, which was a bit illogical (to say the least) but I liked it freaks dream of things is my favorite and I thought that the only worthwhile. My life was: Marrying Sideshow Bob (Alexis, the guy on duty, which is quite strange that "I love you"), to form a circus and travel the world with our fantastic spectacle and I imagine it was great but I did be realistic (I hate to do that) and I had to give up, resigned! Forced to live a normal life.

These days have been great, life has returned to as before, I joined with my friends to whom he saw long time (is that this university be absorbed too much) and we have had the typical and rare talks provided they do not know how bizarre as this to meet new people is entertaining, but it's hard being as you are with people who do not know well and as always a walk trying to behave (ie limited), trying to look good even once in life, fit in somewhere.

Today a friend told me how they can believe you're a lesbian? If you're so straight!
Yesterday my two school friends told me the opposite ... that was 100% gay and straight by default. Who understands? Ando

wanting to party, love music, drinking to vomiting, binge ... I'm boring and do not know what to do for fun, imagination and does not work!
I'm wrong, I think is the end of Dru ... I will become common as someone cerdan my colleagues .... Yuck! And I hate it!


If I had to put a note in my life, I think it would be a miserable 2 ... I hope you see something that makes me raise the average



Monday, April 10, 2006

Is There Anything To Help Gout

pekita @ 2006-04-10T14: 52:00

Today has been one of those unpleasant days in my own mind I betrayal and self-destruction begins. I wonder if I want to tell them that if I am the person I love most in the world, and is generally well, but these days are also horrible that nothing I can do more damage than me.

My mother worries, ask me if something happened to me and I answer to anything, poor! try to understand and it does not, but that he will do if I do it myself, just know that today is one of those many days when all we want is to disappear or, at best, that someone hold me and tell me everything will happen.
I've been reading and every time I find myself more like the girl in the book that the only thing he wanted was someone to protect her ... I've always felt that I should take care of everything, I am strong , which should not be afraid and to protect my mother, but today I just want you want, I want to stop feeling all alone; some think it's ridiculous that there is no reason for me to feel well but I can not help it, I believe this in my heart.

Well, I think I vent too, I do not fill the net with my conflicts, I hope that the next could write something more interesting.